More or Less: Chapter 5
| January 3, 2019“I bought Shabbos,” Abby said after we lit candles and settled on the couch.
I looked at Abby. Really? That’s a bit far even for her. On the drive in, I’d had the brilliant idea of getting Abby as a client. I knew the hardest part would be getting her to say yes. I needed to play this right, now didn’t feel like the moment.
“You’re not going to ask why?”
I laughed. “I’m not rude like you. Also I try not to be judgmental.”
“Ha! As if. If you didn’t know me that well, you’d be wondering why Moshe has a runny nose and is running around in shorts for pajamas even though it’s winter.”
“Fine, I don’t judge you because I know you.”
“Wow, that’s deep,” Abby said.
“So, why did you buy Shabbos?” I asked.
“Because I’m exhausted. Too exhausted. And I will be exhausted for the next while, and even if I’m not, I’ll pretend I am. Rafi does so much around the house these days, it’s amazing. I never knew he knew how to cook more than scrambled eggs.”
“Isn’t that the extent of your own repertoire?”
“I can make a sophisticated omelet… and a few other things. But at least I don’t have to do it. And you’re slow.”
“Slow?”
“You don’t get why I’m tired.”
I shrugged. “Life?” I offered.
“So now I know you’re not pregnant, otherwise you’d have guessed.”
“Oh, so you’re expecting.”
Abby gave me one of her self-satisfied smiles. “That I am.”
“B’shaah tovah,” I said. “How are you feeling?”
“I answered that question already, say something else.”
I laughed again. “When are you due?”
“In too long.”
I went silent for a bit.
“Anyway, just thought it was a good time to tell you, in person and all. Because if I have to call you, then it’s not gonna happen, and then you’ll get insulted when you find out too late.”
“Yeah, totally.” I said. I got up and moved to the floor to help Batsheva work on a puzzle.
Abby picked up one of the children’s books that littered her living room. There’s a Bird on My Head by Mo Willems. “You play with my kids, I’ll just sit here reading pretending it’s to their benefit, when I really just like it, and can probably use the skills the book is teaching myself.”
I chuckled. Typical Abby. Weird how I’m in such a different place since the last kid she had. I leaned forward, and put a tricky puzzle piece in place. Batsheva whined, took the piece out, and then put it back in herself. Last time I was happy for Abby and then wondered if I’d ever be in that place; now I’m still happy but wonder if I’m ready for the same thing myself.
(Excerpted from Family First, Issue 624)
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