Change of HeartWednesday, February 21, 2018Change of Heart: EpilogueI do have a new understanding of how the world works. I knew it all along, but it’s a little more real to me now
Change of HeartWednesday, February 14, 2018Change of Heart: Chapter 10I didn’t want to do it in fear. I wanted to do it with trust. The ride of my life
Change of HeartWednesday, February 07, 2018Change of Heart: Chapter 9I am not in control. Nothing I do makes any difference. The thought came, not as a burst of sublime inspiration, but as a reflexive fact
Change of HeartWednesday, January 31, 2018Change of Heart: Chapter 8A tiny pause, like she wasn’t sure if she should believe me. “You understand why I’m asking. If there’s a medical issue, we need to know”
Change of HeartWednesday, January 17, 2018Change of Heart: Chapter 6The diver’s reflex: Fill a basin with ice water and plunge your head in. It works every time! This was getting better and better
Change of HeartWednesday, January 10, 2018Change of Heart: Chapter 5The scary part wasn’t the heart thing, and the scary part wasn’t the drugs. The scary part was the vulnerability
Change of HeartWednesday, January 03, 2018Change of Heart: Chapter 4“I feel pretty good,” I lied. “I’m just getting a headache.” A headache was nothing, I hadn’t eaten, I was stressed, I don’t even know why I said it
Change of HeartWednesday, December 27, 2017Change of Heart: Chapter 3I sucked in another breath, somehow I walked to the car. By the time we got to the hospital I could no longer walk
SerialTuesday, December 19, 2017Change of Heart: Chapter 2I only go to high and mighty doctors. I had researched this doctor obsessively. I believe in obsessive research in prin ...
Family DiaryTuesday, December 12, 2017Change of Heart: Chapter 1I was exhausted — my heart had been racing, like I was running a marathon, for close to ten hours. But I wasn’t ...