I start to feel the belief again. It feels warm, protective, like I’ve relinquished control

Supplications are sometimes refused; songs of connection never so. I start to feel the belief again. It feels warm, protective, like I’ve relinquished control. Like I have to hand myself over to a Higher Being and trust that not everything is in my power, is my fault, is mine to fix. I’ve been touched... because I let down my guard and allowed myself to be touched — and to feel the touch.

I Pray Therefore I Believe

(Originally featured in Family First, Issue 814)