Palma de Mallorca Spain

It was a warm spring day in this Spanish port town when ten-year-old Nicolás Aguilo noticed a street sign that would change his life forever. The sign was for Jafuda Cresques Street a street named after the famous medieval cartographer Yehuda Cresques a Mallorcan Jew who was forced to convert to Christianity in 1391.

“Look Ma that guy was a Chueta” Nicolás said with a smirk using the local term for Marrano or Jews like Cresques who were forced to convert to Christianity but maintained ties to the Jewish religion in secret.

Mrs. Aguilo’s reaction couldn’t have come as more of a shock. “Careful who you laugh at” she said. “You’re also a Chueta.”

Forty years later Rabbi Nissan Ben-Avraham laughs as he tells the story but it is clear that the episode was no joke.

“I was in absolute shock” he said on a rainy Sunday in Palma where he now serves as rabbi. “Of course I knew the word Chueta but in Mallorcan slang the word is no more than your standard garden-variety put-down like calling someone a jerk or an idiot. That’s the way the kids in school used it but nobody really meant it in a technical sense. I certainly didn’t think it had anything to do with me.”

The revelation raised questions about every aspect of Aguilo’s identity his place in Mallorcan society and his role in the world. Raised in a deeply religious Catholic family and a society with a centuries-old tradition of anti-Semitism the sudden knowledge that he actually had Jewish ties raised far deeper questions for him than simple theology. In an instant he was swept into a whirlwind of emotional turmoil and intellectual searching that has defined the rest of his life and carried him on a journey from Palma to the West Bank community of Shiloh and back again.

To read the rest of this story please buy this issue of Mishpacha or sign up for a weekly subscription.