You would think I was socially awkward the way I dreaded it. I wasn’t. But I dreaded it anyway. So I know the point of the Chagigah was to have fun socialize get to know other girls in school in your class and in your grade. It was meant to be fun. There were some choirs and dances l’kavod Chanukah there was dancing to music there were fun activities like balloon dances and some other stuff like that which I honestly can’t remember — or I blocked out of my conscious memory ‘cause I totally don’t want to remember.